Hi~
i bet your annoyed....
Im not posting
Im lazy....
What to do......

Its just really really really dull...... at home.... nothin really happens in this house.....
Cept for paranoid mom.....paranoid as usual.....

I waste my day away watching anime.......

and i cant do anything... i can acctualy.....i can swim or do stuff......like run or execise...
The thing that annoys me so so so so so so much is my mom.....
i dont really like complaining... but sometimes i just cant take it....

I remember posting about my mom once.....saying that she suffers from short term memory or somethin like that

well its like this... on saturday night, i was having dinner with my mom... my sis was still at ballet class, so i told her about the auzi teams comin to play with our school b div......... i clearly told her b div....... then on tuesday during lunch, she asked me who played the polo game.....and i was really annoyed so i told her "B-div"
Then she was like "Did you play?"
Screw ball...... she knows bloody well i'm in C-div....... so i raised my voice and said "B-div" again....

And of course, she got angry, shout shout...blah blah.... grudge.....

now shes not talking to me......

Its not normal i tell you......... which mother bears grudges against her own children.......

She would have more friends if she would stop getting angry all the time.... i mean so far i only know 2 or 3 friends of hers....... and only 1 of them is acctually good friends with her.....

even during her meetings with other ppl...... shes always shouting at them....
She thinks that shes the big boss....

Right now shes some loner..... when she not mad with me i talk to her.....but when she's all grudge like petty fck...... she has no one to talk to....... when she cant stand being alone anymore, shell call me for this "talk" where she'll start saying things which are totally unrelated to why she's angry... like she'll start saying that im as low class as my dad and i wont make it to the right future without her superb help in guidence......... god dammit..... im sick of her and her screwed up shit........

when shes old it'll be much worse....... she'll start to say im abandoning her like in all those drama movies where the boy leaves the mother and blah......

Gosh.... i seriously sound like a kid...... oh well......