so yea... i wasted the whole day away....
I finally can play "Devil May Cry" opening song on the guitar... cool yea?

So anyway i was wondering....y dont i enjoy going out with my mother.......its simple really....
See...shes abit cranky and usually thinks that shes organised....... so shes always bossing people around and telling them what to do..... I mean... she even has to Discuss about the going out plan.... whats there to discuss man......i mean 3 simple questions...
1."Where do you want to go"
2."When do you want to go"
3."What time do you want to leave..."
So she wants to discuss those 3 questions??? how screwed up is that.....

So its like you know my granddad passed away right..... and you know normal people will just carry on with their normal lives? But for my mom its different..... She thinks her life is a drama series..... you know... like someone dies...cry..cry..cry.....weep..weep..weep.... Im sad your sad.....then we all suddenly die...... yea... shes like almost everyday saying......." I dremt of your gramps last night"...... (Hahaha...."gramps' is what me and my sis call my granddad) so anyway.... its really annoying or somebody to repeat...and repeat and repeat..... THE SAME THING OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGIAN!!!!!!! ITS ANNOYING I TELL YOU!!!!!!!! IT DRIVES ME TOTALLY INSANE AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ahem....sry....it drives my mad.....

And today during lunch i thought she was going to talk about "gramps" again...... and true enough... she was like "You know i miss your gramps alot right" and damn it you know.... she was bloody forcing out tears...... ITS DAMN DRAMA!!!!!!!!! SHIT IT!!!!!!SHIT IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!SHIT IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!SHIT IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!SHIT IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!SHIT IT!!!!!!!!!!!!SHIT IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IT DRIVES ME CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

So obviously i was like "Ya i know" and i rushed off to my safe and quiet peaceful room.............
I have to try to control shouting out my fricking feelings about how fricking drama she bloody is.............. its like everyday of my life shes always talking about "gramps"

I mean why cant she keep her thoughts to herself.....
Im just gonna sleep all this off... gd night....