Hi ppl, last time I was sort of a trouble maker in class right? I wasnt THAT emo right, so anyway somehow i feel as if im changing into a whole new person. I used to spend most of the time with my family but now i lock myself in my room and dont usually talk to my parents.

When im around my friends im normal, but when im alone i feel different, ive never felt this feeling before, but i tell you its a sudden stop in my heart, and its strange cause i feel as if im not alone, someone is always there, talking to me, comforting me, everytime i feel like crying, my tears just wont flow, something is pushing that sadness out and redrawing those tears. I always feel that way for a short moment and then i go back to normal.

Im not trying to sound pitiful or as if im attracting attention. the above feeling is real, and as i was writing that paragraph the feeling happened again. If you were me, which your not, im very sure you would feel strange. I just had the sudden urge to voice it out to a couple of close friends. I feel slightly better now that i know a few of you will read this.

Oh and before i go, just recently I found this really nice anime called "Love Hina" its quite an old show about this boy who had a childhood promise that he would make it in to Tokyo University together with a girl which he has comepletely forgotten. If i talk any furthur i'd be telling the whole story.

Just go to youtube and type in "Love Hina"
There are 25 episodes and they come in 2 parts. e.g: Episode 1 part (1/2)
There is also the Spring special and Christmas special.
Lastly there is season 2 called "Love Hina Again" and it only has 3 episodes which also come in parts=) Have fun if you watch it.
Just to let you know it may have a few disgusting parts in it but not that disgusting cause if you focus more on the romance part it will turn out to be quite nice.